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Post by wchristenfaith on Aug 26, 2017 0:47:15 GMT
NOTES: I meant people who have played with me think I'm a fucking devil, not strangers haha!
ALSO: People saying I turned ugly in the challenge. All I did was try to shift roles around so we could maximize our potential. I never made personal shots at anyone. The worst thing about it was my tone of voice. After I realized what I was doing I corrected it.
I may be hated but I promise I'm a nice person on the outside :/
I'm not giving up!!!!!!! I give myself credit, I think I've found a solid group, and any time my name has been said people didn't hop on the ship to take me out... I just gotta do something different because clearly if people are bitter I'm doing something wrong... haha.
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Post by wchristenfaith on Aug 26, 2017 1:12:05 GMT
Apparently when I was blaming internets during the challenge and tried to find the person with the best internet, people took that as me blaming them now I feel like shit..... I would never ;/ I dont finger point. The loss was nobody's fault, how can a refresh and posting comp be anyones fault??? I even specified "the damn internets suck! Its nobodys fault" but I guess maybe it didn't come across right. If people had a problem with my tone IDK why they just decided to gossip about it instead of help me out. If they were looking to encourage, they wouldve encouraged me... Instead I remained in the dark. People look for reasons to hate, but that's what survivor is all about!! That's what fuels motivations. When people are stressed, things are taken more personally. In a normal situation, maybe people wouldn't have taken it personally. But with the high stress, I think everyone was sensitive, and something so small appeared so big to them. Oh well. Not looking to play victim. I just need to stay quiet I guess during comps. LOL! I'm just someone who believes in talking to those who we have issues with, I don't want to make an enemy for no reason, hate is overrated. I'd never talk about someone negatively and gossip. If anyone who I offended reads this I'm sorry I won't dwell on the past... I'll move forward. I think I'm a contender for this, even if nobody else does. I'm ready to prove people wrong and show them what I'm made of. I may be emotionally dynamic, but that doesn't take away the fact that I can kick ass and take names. I think if anything it adds to my complexity.
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Post by wchristenfaith on Aug 26, 2017 1:46:04 GMT
OH MY GOD IM JOSH FROM BB19!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kinda funny xD Ill prove I have the gameplay to back the emotions Just watch
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Post by wchristenfaith on Aug 27, 2017 3:09:29 GMT
NOTE: This tribe is boring I KNOW I KNOW but it's too early to be trying to play fancy hahahaha that has to wait until the merge I want this game to shake up; I'm so used to having stress put on me in my every day life in terms of change, I lived in 15 houses growing up, so I think if I play my cards right Ill be a contender then I WANT EXCITEMENT I thrive off of it! I may crumble during tiny things COUGH COUGH LAST NIGHT cough cough, but the huuuuuuge storms is where I come alive. Too early to rock the boat on my tribe so I'm patiently waiting. SO I BETTER SURVIVE TIL THE MERGE!!!!!! K thats it.
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