UPDATE: I am a
mess, accidentally showed an alliance during the freaking challenge. However, I think the
connections I have may put me in a position to where it doesn't matter who saw it.
People might think it was a
bad thing that I showed my cards like that, and in fact, they may think that I'm proving to be a very
mindless/careless player by doing that, but it's actually paying off
VERY well for me.
Here is why:
First off, it is allowing me to figure out people's
responses under stress.
Ricky interrogated me (but understood my side) and I still think he trusts me (STILL NOT GOING TO THE END WITH HIM), so I learned he will be
direct/confrontational under stress. More interestingly,
AHMAE proved that she is willing to
sell ANYONE out when she panics, and she will try to be
sneaky about it. She doesn't want people to sell her out, but she can easily do it when the tables are flipped. She's trying to plant seeds towards anyone not her, which that may be me. Besides that, I've learned that
AJ is straightforward with me, and
Billy/Dayle like to gossip, but they need to step up their games.
Second off, I appear like a very flawed player, an open book. While I may appear shady now, I think I have enough backup/ an alibi to take that heat off of me. Plus, only ones truly mad are people who I dont think trust me long term anyway. They think I am someone who is easily disposable, flawed, and very open. It gives me more room to plot.
Don't worry, if Ahmae tries to get me out, I'm telling
Trevor/Caleb that SHE sold out the alliance. Actually Im gonna tell
Caleb that tomorrow, so if this is turned around on me, he can vouch.
Again, I make mistakes, but look at the positives. A good player isn't the person who makes no mistakes, but who can turn negatives into positives. At this rate nobody can bust me for anything, I appear like an open book. IF ANYTHING, THIS GIVES ME A BETTER OPPORTUNITY TO WORK SOMETHING BEHIND THE SCENES, THEY THINK THEY KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT MY GAME!!!I need Ricky on my side short term (1-2 votes) because I'm not the best at vouching for myself, so I need to align with someone who is good at vouching for people. However, once the vouching is no longer needed, bye!!!
HOWEVER I NEED TO FIND A WAY TO GET HIM TO FLUSH HIS IDOL!!!! I have a few creative ideas of my sleeve, it's a question on which ones I can carry out
K THATS ALL
ILL MAKE A VIDEO TOMORROW