Post by wchristenfaith on Sept 4, 2017 18:16:00 GMT
There is a method to my madness. What may outwardly appear to be madness is intentional. People will see me as flawed, and a mess, and an emotional bomb. Granted, doing this was a huge risk, but don't count me out yet. I don't ever play conventionally; playing outside of the box, morphing people's perception of me as an impulsive mess is what won me the Worst Game Ever (it's a legit game haha, a messy one may I add). Granted, I really am a mess, but I play it up. What it relies on is a social game that will make everyone think I am loyal to them as an individual, but messy in regards to everyone else, like a dog that needs to be on a leash. My reasonings for what I did last night.
A) Caleb is 100% not mad at me, and I know Ahmae and Trevor aren't bitter players, if I can explain myself in the end, they will understand.
B) Ryan simply didn't help my game, and I have a feeling if we got later in the game, Ahmae would protect him no matter how much she preaches secret service. I did not want to be a causality to that.
B) Billy and Dayle are two of the sourest sports I have ever met (no offense to them), if I pissed them off, potential jury votes are completely out of the window. I think my social game is strong enough with AJ that when we need to make a move against Ricky (and co), he will come to my side. That side isn't as cohesive as they appear to be.
To put things simply, I LIKED THE SIDE THAT I VOTED OFF BETTER (which is what made it so hard), but objectively, I burned the least bridges.
While my approach is completely mad, I have had production, viewers, everyone in the book in the past tell me my game is nuts and that it should've gotten me targeted sooner. I don't expect this to be any different haha. If I wasn't nuts, if I wasn't out there, people would NEVER believe I did anything (thats what happened to me my first org). HOWEVER, if my social game is strong enough, my game could come together into a beautiful messy orchestra.
We will see though. It's a hit or miss.
A) Caleb is 100% not mad at me, and I know Ahmae and Trevor aren't bitter players, if I can explain myself in the end, they will understand.
B) Ryan simply didn't help my game, and I have a feeling if we got later in the game, Ahmae would protect him no matter how much she preaches secret service. I did not want to be a causality to that.
B) Billy and Dayle are two of the sourest sports I have ever met (no offense to them), if I pissed them off, potential jury votes are completely out of the window. I think my social game is strong enough with AJ that when we need to make a move against Ricky (and co), he will come to my side. That side isn't as cohesive as they appear to be.
To put things simply, I LIKED THE SIDE THAT I VOTED OFF BETTER (which is what made it so hard), but objectively, I burned the least bridges.
While my approach is completely mad, I have had production, viewers, everyone in the book in the past tell me my game is nuts and that it should've gotten me targeted sooner. I don't expect this to be any different haha. If I wasn't nuts, if I wasn't out there, people would NEVER believe I did anything (thats what happened to me my first org). HOWEVER, if my social game is strong enough, my game could come together into a beautiful messy orchestra.
We will see though. It's a hit or miss.